when you say goodbye there are no words, there is just a hug and a kiss. I didn't know you would be gone for this long, I didnt know i would be up all night waiting for your call. I dont cry because I still have hope that i will see you, I think its just me, I pretend that this doesn;t hurt me but deep down i am crying, but that i wont ever show. I know I can be to much at times. I know that it seems like I don't care, but its who I am and what I do. I tryed so hard to try and not get hurt, but like always I am just the friend not the girl friend, you say act more like you care so i try, I just end up pushing myself to the point where i start